Me, My Life ♥

Monday, July 5, 2010

OMG just finished rushing out the math SIA oral presentation script. Nightmare :(
At least tmr is youth day holiday so can just concentrate on bio :)
Was turning my room upside down looking for my lost bio and chi stuff (which still are missing) when i came across a file with all my primary school stuff inside.
i found certificates, pictures from ma que yao ge ming (yes carissa i actually photocopied some pics :P), the secondary schools book thing and the 6a phonebook created by rui yu and dingjie i think :)
As i flipped through the stuff, i thought about how simple primary school life used to be.
Just do the worksheets assigned to you, deadline was the next day and no sias or whatever shit projects.
And i realised how great a jump my life has taken in just one and a half years.
In primary school, my greatest worry was purely PSLE.
Now, i worry about everything. :(
I almost felt like crying just now, like why must it get so hard and difficult?
I was perfectly fine with my primary school life, so simple and relatively happier compared to now.
In those days, sleeping at 11pm was way too late.
Now when my siblings sleep at 11, i comment that it is still so early.
I think i have gone mad :(
Things have really changed alot, and i have never really realised it until now.
In primary school, staying back after school never passed 5pm.
Now i reach home at 8 almost 3 times a week.
I really want my primary shool life back :(
Now i understand what my teachers meant when they said secondary school was going to be different. Too different.
So, listening to sec 3&4 seniors complaining about their workload now, (Charmaine was practically screaming about enjoying sec 2 life while i can just now at ah kong's bday gathering) i really hate to think about the next 2 years.
Wait. Next 4 years actually.
i remember this one time in at the start of primary 6.
i was sitting in my bed thinking about PSLE that was to come, then i thought about graduation and leaving PC and never going back.
I thought about how weird and scary that would be, but now, it turns out that i barely felt anything when we moved on.
Until now. :(
I really miss PC and everything that came with it at that time and how much i wish we could all just go back and enjoy simple classroom lessons for just one more day...
Come to think of it, there was this one time this year i was out doing something (can't remember) and i was super tired, so when someone asked me what my school was, I almost blurted out pei chun public school :P
and during the recent street sales, we had to fill in this indemnity form or something like that and when they asked for our school, i almost wrote "Pei Chun Public School" :D
hehe :) i admit i was tired then too :) hehe not thinking straight :P
So, my point is, i miss the simple life, but some people may tell me to stop thinking about the past and concentrate on now and the future.
Please, let me miss it for just one more time...

Gosh. Monday alr :P (passed midnight)
Note: I started writing this on sunday at like 11 plus ok, so its sort of sunday not monday :P haha :D

xo Andrea

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