Saturday, April 24, 2010
eeeeeeeeeeeee mugging for block tests now :(
got block tests plus so much homework... HOW??? :(
I just realised both lines rhyme... :P
Andrea <3
come on, tell me. 12:59 AM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
I shouldnt love you but i want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you
but I cant move
I cant look away
I shouldnt love you but i want to
i just cant turn away
i shouldnt see you
but i cant move
i cant look away
and i dont know
how to fine when im not
cos i dont know
how to make a feeling stop
just so you know
this feelin's taking control
of me and i cant help it
i wont sit around
i cant let him win now
thought you should know
ive tried my best to let go
of you but i dont want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
its gettin hard to be around you
theres so much i cant say
do you want me to hide the feeling
and look the other way
and i dont know
how to be fine when im not
cos i dont know
how to make a feeling stop
just so you you know
this feelin's taking control
of me and i cant help it
i wont sit around
i cant let him win now
thought you should know
i tried my best to let go
of you but i dont want to
i just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
this emptiness is killing me
and im wondering why ive waited so long
looking back i realise it was always there
just never spoken
im waiting here
been waiting here
just so you know
this feelings taking control
of me and i cant help it
i wont sit around
i cant let him win now
thought you should know
ive tried my best to let go
of you but i dont want to
just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
just so you know, just so you know
thought you should know
ive tried my best to let go
of you but i dont want to
just gotta say it all before i go
just so you know
just so you know
Beautiful song <3
come on, tell me. 4:24 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Anywhere but here.
Anytime but now.
Anything but this.
Andrea <3
come on, tell me. 11:29 PM
Monday, April 12, 2010
When you've hit rock bottom, the only way you can go is up. I hope.
come on, tell me. 10:39 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Arrgh :(
Sore throat :(
And i think it worsened after yesterday's band hero :) ahahahai sang picture to burn twice and its taking its toll on me :PHAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!! :D (in advance)I can barely sing one line without my throat itching like crazy :(
SHOOTS.
Andrea <3
(pleasedon'tfallsickpleasedon'tfallsickpleasedon'tfallsick)
come on, tell me. 3:53 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010
TeeHee :) just finished napha
now gotta do chi tuition hw, cip, humans sia (again :P), chi sia, bio and math quiz, chi yue du bao gao, etcetc.
I get very guilty whenever i mention chinese... it's probably because i am not doing very well :P
STILL haven't returned my library books... oops XD
Anw, IM GOING FOR STRING ENSEMBLE CONCERT!!! anyone care to join???
Bleah, poked my own finger with my pen yesterday XP
cos ying tze was like : "Cozette, why do you keep clicking my pen?"
Cozette: "Cos mine cannot click"
So i tried clicking my CAP pen (like opening and closing it super fast), missed and poked myself instead :P
heheh :D
Now lots of ppl competition lor... classroom always so empty :(
MUST STUDY CHINESE OR I'M DEAD :(
i scored SUPER FREAKING LOW for compos lor :(
this sucks...
On the bright side,
I FINISHED NAPHA!!!
AHAHHAHAHA
(except 2.6...)
Was super nervous lor then still ok la :)
Not so bad :)
Oh oh tv on alr!!!!! XD
Bye~ :D
hahahahahaha :P
Andrea <3
come on, tell me. 6:56 PM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Doing this post while i should be studying... Oh well :)
i have half a mind to change my blogskin, but to what?
I find that the fonts are a teeny bit too small, quite hard to make any impact :)
Been hooked onto Taylor Swift songs lately (again)
And i quite like her lyrics, some of them really mean things to me. Like the post below :)
Sometimes, I can't wait to grow up and realise my dreams. But other times I just feel like shrinking so I don't need to face what's in front of me now... It's quite maddening.
Abd other times you just feel like you're stuck and have absolutely no idea what to do next. I'm feeling like this alot lately.
Then you have doubts, things that you're afraid of and it leaves you feeling absolutely lost and scared.
Throw these altogether and you have a teenage life.
Gosh, I really don't know what to do now. I'm so tired, so lonely, so stuck. It's just hard to keep smiling all the time. Somehow i feel that every smile i try to put on my face is a prick to my heart and it hurts. Because I know that these smiles are not real; they are not true to me. Exactly thirteen years and eleven months :) not even fourteen yet... will I get through?
Andrea <3
come on, tell me. 9:00 PM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
All this time i was wasting
hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long
baby but i figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
but not this time around
you don't have to call anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last straw
dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
but i dont believe you baby
like i did before
youre not sorry no no, no no
Looking so innocent
i might believe you if i didnt know
could have loved you you all my life
if you hadnt left me waiting in the cold
and you got your share of secrets
and i'm tired of being last to know
and now youre asking me to listen
cause its worked each time before
you dont have to call anymore
i wont pick up the phone
this is the last straw
dont wanna hurt anymore
and you can tell me that youre sorry
but i wont believe you baby
like i did before
youre not sorry, no no oh
youre not sorry no no oh
you had me falling for you honey
and it never would have gone away, no
you used to shine so bright
but i watched all of it fade
so you dont have to call anymore
i wont pick up the phone
ths is the last straw
theres nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that youre sorry
but i dont believe you baby
like i did before
youre not sorry, no no, oh
youre not sorry, no no, oh
no oh, no oh, no oh,
Whoa, no no
come on, tell me. 8:14 PM
