Saturday, April 3, 2010
Doing this post while i should be studying... Oh well :)
i have half a mind to change my blogskin, but to what?
I find that the fonts are a teeny bit too small, quite hard to make any impact :)
Been hooked onto Taylor Swift songs lately (again)
And i quite like her lyrics, some of them really mean things to me. Like the post below :)
Sometimes, I can't wait to grow up and realise my dreams. But other times I just feel like shrinking so I don't need to face what's in front of me now... It's quite maddening.
Abd other times you just feel like you're stuck and have absolutely no idea what to do next. I'm feeling like this alot lately.
Then you have doubts, things that you're afraid of and it leaves you feeling absolutely lost and scared.
Throw these altogether and you have a teenage life.
Gosh, I really don't know what to do now. I'm so tired, so lonely, so stuck. It's just hard to keep smiling all the time. Somehow i feel that every smile i try to put on my face is a prick to my heart and it hurts. Because I know that these smiles are not real; they are not true to me. Exactly thirteen years and eleven months :) not even fourteen yet... will I get through?
Andrea <3
come on, tell me. 9:00 PM