Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Hey :)
just came back from cca and that was our THRID LAST rehearsal before the parade!!! O.o AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH help!!!
Ya so the usual, got lotsa stuff to do...
But dont know why, now a days i feel insecure sometimes :( peer pressure? Too much work? My own wishes and wants? Maybe... but i dont like this feeling, its sort of tearing me apart, really scary. i've tried to control it, telling myself that i am unique and cannot let anything get in the way of being who i am, but its really hard. my subconscious self is always comparing and its so frustrating!
Well, hope all these emotions will go away soon... cos i really dont like it :(
Andrea <3
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